Music Love =)

Today was a very chilling day (or yesterday since it's 12). Mainly all I did was game for a bit, draw for another bit, watch my shows and listen to 4 albums (Drake, Gym Class Heroes, Keisha Chante and JLS). I forgot how much I love music.

Recently I have only been listening to about 2 new songs a day and that is extremely low for me. Ever since I touched a computer and had internet access (so 10 years ago) I have been listening to new music but that somehow stopped. Well it's not that somehow, it's because I got distracted with everything else in reality.

Dj Antione ft The Beat Shakers - Ma Cherie (Dj Antione vs Mad Mark 2k12 Edit)

I know the song isn't exactly new but the video just came out so it's 'new', still love the song and love the video, it's cute. It makes me happy to have been 'fall in love' even though I myself is not a 'love' believer. 

Drawings: Scarlet Feather

My completed WIP post from a couple weeks ago. Yes, it took a while and I did get lazy but at least it's completed now. =)

I wanted to make her more edgy than the stereotypical pretty/beautiful. I also wanted to try blonde because I haven't done it yet. A scarlet dress just to enhance her eyes and hair; I find red a very complimentary with a blonde. 

Scarlet Feather,  Nov2011

Here's a headshot of the picture,

My Messed Up Family.

I really don't know how to begin this. I don't know if I should even write this but I need an outlet before anything can happen. I guess I will write out recent messed up family events.

About a week ago, my mother decided to come home from work early (about 4 hours), I asked her why she is home. She replied that she was going on vacation. What kind of mom does that to her kids? Dropping everything to go on some trip.

TV: I Used To Be Fat

Alright, I know some may know this show and some may not. Here's an overview of the show, I Used to be Fat is an MTV show about teens (generally have graduated or about to) wanting to loss weight because they are generally obese and want to get healthier and start a new for college. The teens get a trainer and a whole summer to train, work out and transform into a better, happier self.

The show is great, it shows the public that if a person puts their mind into something and strive for it, they will accomplish their goals but of course like any journey out there, there are obstacles that one must come over it to get to their goals. Every time I watch an episode, I feel great because I know out there that there are people especially the youth can accomplish a lot if they try. But there are certain episodes do make me a little tick because the person become an irritating little immature brat; they are unable to push themselves physically and they only want the easy way and it makes me angry. Fortunately, my emotions do fade away when they overcome their issues and push themselves to change for the better.

I Used to be Fat is about changing yourself into a happier, healthier person and it promotes internal happiness (which usually means breaking down the emotional wall). Anyways, I will talk more of emotional issues and self awareness in later posts and just watch MTV to watch the show via online or TV, do whatever you like.

Halloween

Alright, as we know and that I have stated in my last post, that Halloween is coming and here's a little video I found on yahoo showing Zombie Boy in his 'costume'. 

This is a fun video to watch since, it's a total makeover, really no one would recognize unless they actually knew what he looked like before all those gorgeous tattoos. =)

Oh Halloween

As we all know, Halloween is coming in just a couple of days. I'm excited even though I'm not actually going to do anything because well, I'm lazy =P. Actually I will be handing out candy/chocolate.

Halloween is the time of embracing the darkness, what's wrong with that? From the ghouls, monsters, demons, magic, witches, evil and everything else in between, Halloween is fun. The air is colder, the fog is coming and going, the street lights are coming out earlier, sun is setting faster, the night is longer and darker. Then we have the people, majority in costumes, some scary, some cute (especially the kids/babies), teens and young adults are playing with fireworks, candy is everywhere and pranks. Some people will want to scare, other will be scared. Now we got what's on TV and the big screen, it's time for those recent horror films and classics to be played, funny thing is that this year there's not that many horror films out this time but there's always Paranormal Activities. I've notice there's more of a historical feel in movies this time like Three Musketeers, Anonymous, Rum Diary, and others. But that doesn't matter, the TV Halloween specials are just as good or the classics.

Anyways back to my point. Halloween.

Drawing: SugarGoth

Alright, this is my entry for Kerli and Sugar Pill Makeup contest. Basically it's a girl (an interpretation of Kerli) looking out to see her magnificent garden/ ocean view from afar. I didn't know whether to make her like a fairy queen/ princess so I left that part out but I am reconsidering also I want to try to draw some translucent wings since I have not done it. Oh well, I have submitted my entry and we will see how it goes, I know there are plenty of amazing artists out there. 

Drawings: WIP

I am currently working on a drawing piece. Here's a little preview:

It will be a full length picture featuring the dress from my Ice Queen picture, **hint hint it is a gown.

Coping Methods

Alright, I had been meaning to post this post a while now but I'm just so lazy and kinda been feeling under (as in depress). Last summer, recently, I had came back from a vacation to my parent's homeland and it was great to be there. I like to distant myself from people in general but after 2 weeks in, I immediately knew I had became attached to my family, this is a total red flag in my books because I dislike being attach, people tend when they do. But of course, I accepted it and as the vacation started to end, I became sad. When the vacation ended and I came back 'home' (I was not happy, I want my extended family and hang out with them.) my parents told me that it was best if we sell the house and move out. That freaking broke me internally.

Drawings: Ice Queen

Drawings will be a continuing section in my blog because I like to draw.

My second digital painting I have ever done with my tablet. From my first painting, I have to say I have improved already, which I am proud of. Mainly, I started this painting from scratch, started with the eye and continued from there outwards. From her eyes, I felt like this should be an snowy, monochromatic image and I really want winter to come, I miss the snow, cold air and warm sun glow.

The Demon Inside Me

Thursday is all about Vampire Diaries, Secret Circle and Jersey Shore, yes I'm a jersey fan =).

As the title of the post says, the shows consist of darker twist inside a 'person'. Some of us are able to control our darker agenda, some can't. Other will feed it and will try to get a result from it to prove someone a point, even if it's for a good or bad thing. Some of us are made this way while others were born in which it's your nature to be more 'bad' then 'good'. And sometimes, in an unfortunate event, the 'evil' gets into us and we can't control it. Sometimes it's good to embrace the dark, other times it's not. In the end, it's all about the balance, there cannot be too much or too little of any sides.

*Warning the following verdicts contain spoilers* So DON'T read it if you don't want to know what happens in the latest episodes of the shows mentioned above. You've been warn. Continue to see my ratings of the each episodes.

New Girl + Thanksgiving (Pumpkin Pie) + Polar Bear = adorable day.

My Tuesday shows consist of Ringer and New Girl. Yes I know there's Glee but I am not a fan, yes the singing and story line is good but I'm not into it, my brother is though, oddly enough.

I love New Girl; it's funny, cute, adorable, dorky, just a light hearted comedy show. This episode was about the roommates going to a friend's wedding and Jess, played by Zooey Deschanele had to be a pretend girlfriend to Nick, played by Jake M. Johnson while the others guys did their own thing. The episode was cute and fun, in the beginning the guys was helping Jess pick out an outfit for the wedding and did she.

Primetime TV + My Views + Quote = A lots of words

Before I start anything, I would like you all to know, I'm a big T.V. junkie. I watch almost anything from bad reality tv to cartoons for kids to adult drama, the only thing I can think of that I do not nor do I want to watch is cops shows. I'm not into it.

Tonight, I watched Gossip Girl and Hart of Dixie, of course there are other shows that are on at the same time that I can't watch like Terra Nova, The Lying Game, I'll be watching that online and I'm from Canada, we don't have abc family and many other channels. 

On Gossip Girl near the end of the episode, a quote said by the Gossip Girl herself, voiced by Kristen Bell really got to me, it's probably one of the best quote I have heard in a while. The quote is, "maybe it's not blood bond that makes us a family. Perhaps it's the people who knows our secrets and loves us anyway and we can finally be ourselves."