Music Love =)

Today was a very chilling day (or yesterday since it's 12). Mainly all I did was game for a bit, draw for another bit, watch my shows and listen to 4 albums (Drake, Gym Class Heroes, Keisha Chante and JLS). I forgot how much I love music.

Recently I have only been listening to about 2 new songs a day and that is extremely low for me. Ever since I touched a computer and had internet access (so 10 years ago) I have been listening to new music but that somehow stopped. Well it's not that somehow, it's because I got distracted with everything else in reality.

Dj Antione ft The Beat Shakers - Ma Cherie (Dj Antione vs Mad Mark 2k12 Edit)

I know the song isn't exactly new but the video just came out so it's 'new', still love the song and love the video, it's cute. It makes me happy to have been 'fall in love' even though I myself is not a 'love' believer. 

Drawings: Scarlet Feather

My completed WIP post from a couple weeks ago. Yes, it took a while and I did get lazy but at least it's completed now. =)

I wanted to make her more edgy than the stereotypical pretty/beautiful. I also wanted to try blonde because I haven't done it yet. A scarlet dress just to enhance her eyes and hair; I find red a very complimentary with a blonde. 

Scarlet Feather,  Nov2011

Here's a headshot of the picture,

My Messed Up Family.

I really don't know how to begin this. I don't know if I should even write this but I need an outlet before anything can happen. I guess I will write out recent messed up family events.

About a week ago, my mother decided to come home from work early (about 4 hours), I asked her why she is home. She replied that she was going on vacation. What kind of mom does that to her kids? Dropping everything to go on some trip.

TV: I Used To Be Fat

Alright, I know some may know this show and some may not. Here's an overview of the show, I Used to be Fat is an MTV show about teens (generally have graduated or about to) wanting to loss weight because they are generally obese and want to get healthier and start a new for college. The teens get a trainer and a whole summer to train, work out and transform into a better, happier self.

The show is great, it shows the public that if a person puts their mind into something and strive for it, they will accomplish their goals but of course like any journey out there, there are obstacles that one must come over it to get to their goals. Every time I watch an episode, I feel great because I know out there that there are people especially the youth can accomplish a lot if they try. But there are certain episodes do make me a little tick because the person become an irritating little immature brat; they are unable to push themselves physically and they only want the easy way and it makes me angry. Fortunately, my emotions do fade away when they overcome their issues and push themselves to change for the better.

I Used to be Fat is about changing yourself into a happier, healthier person and it promotes internal happiness (which usually means breaking down the emotional wall). Anyways, I will talk more of emotional issues and self awareness in later posts and just watch MTV to watch the show via online or TV, do whatever you like.